I really had to share this with you.....bad times? watch the video and it will become clear...an old sketchbook, 2004..... a forgotten part of my journey to where I am now. I came across this last night after not having looked at it for years. I am glad I reacquainted myself with it....despite the negatives. I have another, similar one. Do you think you could bear to see that one too? Let me know.